Unpredictable heart...

Girl heart is unpredictable,
It's like in the ocean searching for a needle

She is so near and yet so far,
It's tougher than getting the star

Sometimes happy sometimes sad,
Sometimes she look as if she is glad

I lost my sense of direction
In searching for the needle in the Pacific Ocean
Please give me some indication....

Skill in dealing with people without offending them...

You cannot hope to achieve peace by correcting each and every person in this world. In the same time, you cannot remove the world of stones and thorns so that the pathway maybe smooth. To feel comfortable walking on uneven ground, we should try wearing a pairs of shoes instead. Likewise, we should learn to guard our senses to have peace of mind since we cannot succeed in removing disturbing object from the world.

There are many ways to correct a person if he/she is wrong. By criticising, blaming, and shouting at him/her publicly, you will not be able to correct him/her but you only make him/her more adamant in his/her views.

Speak to him/her kindly in pointing his/her mistakes, he/she is more likely is listen to you, and some day he/she will thank you for your guidance or kindness.

Whenever you express your views regarding certain matters, avoid harsh words spoken with anger so as not to hurt the feeling of others. Always express your views gently or politely. On the other hand, you should not lose your temper or show your sulky face when your faults are pointed out. You may think that by losing your temper, showing an ugly face, an shouting at others, you can intimidate others in order that they may overlook your shortcomings. This is the wrong attitude to adopt.Rudeness, yelling, anger and swearing are a weak man's imitation of strength.

Gaining control over moods...

Everyone is influenced by moods to some extent. We should try to understand our moods better so as to gain control over them and to avoid doing things we might regret later. When under emotional stress, we should defer making important decisions. When we are angry or in a bad mood, we cannot see or think clearly to come to good, well-considered decisions. At the other extreme, when we are elated and flushed with happiness, we tend to be more accommodating and less objective in our thinking. Any decisions reached during such periods are likely to be biased. Take some moments to allow the mind to calm down. Analyse the problems. Think them over. Decisions or judgements made with a calm mind uninfluenced by moods will be less biased and better.

Is life full of worry?

Life is full of fear and worry,
It does not exist for you and me originally,
All these are our own doing actually.

As a matter of fact,
It is the word "self" to be exact,
That really make us sad,
Because we always feel that we are not perfect.

Because of that we always think of this and that such as,
I am not as beautiful as you are,
I am not as clever as you are,
I am not as lucky as you are,
I am not as rich as you are.

Because of that We feel that,
"People look down on me",
"People don't want to help me",
"People don't like me".

The list goes on endlessly,
All these make us worry,
Which are imaginary,
Please wake up and face the reality,
And get rid of all these worries,
Otherwise I feel sorry!!!

Nothing cannot be solved...

"A difficult situation can be handled in two ways. We can either do something to change it or to face it. If we can do something, then why worry and get upset over it- just change it. If there is nothing we can do then why worry and get upset over it? Things will not get any better with anger and worry."

Sense Of Belonging....

I saw the bee was flying,
It left the flower without telling,
The reasons for leaving,
And made the flower crying.

It seemed that in the beginning,
The bee was enjoying,
When the flower was blooming.

As the sun keep on rising,
There were many bees coming,
They were sucking and competing,
To have the best feeling.

When the evening was approaching,
One by one started leaving,
Because there was no Sense Of Belonging,
That is why they are not staying,
Leaving the flower wondering,
Why the bees are leaving?

Could it be that it is its instinct,
Just like we human being,
Don't like to share his or her darling,
With other human being.

Trust

"Trust is a two ways traffic. You get what you give. Sometimes people don't trust you because of the actions of others. Some people have been so badly hurt in the past that they have great difficulty trusting others. Trust is an essential elements of all successful relationships. Trust should never be taken for granted even though it is a gift."

Saturday life...

Sunny Saturday....I woke up around 10.30am....then I did my daily routine as usual, shower etc...after that, I went to have my breakfast...I did my revision for PDSM after having my breakfast because I have to resit for the module soon...I did my revision at least one hours plus then i went online for a while...After that, i go to have my lunch...After having lunch, my parent decided to go to 1U again to buy something...So i followed them there ...Today is damn crowded at 1U...so many people shopping there...I just hang around there since they went to buy their stuff...I went to Padini Concept Store have a look...I saw many items with good discount at the store...So I decided to buy some of the clothes for college wear...I bought one shirt around RM50+ and a long pant that cost RM69...After that I proceed to the cosmetic shop at jusco called Laneige...On the way to the cosmetic shop, i saw Yeung Yi, the TVB actress at the H20 cosmetic shop...I tried to snap some photos of her but unfortunately I only managed to take one because it was damn crowded...Many people tried to do what I did...At the Laneige comestic shop, I bought a toner and emulsion...the toner cost around RM150 and the emulsion cost around RM160...We went back home around 7.20pm...So basically, this was how I spend today...

Injured angel...

You have given him all of your heart,
He has torn it apart,
And he has taken all that you had,
If you want to try to love again,
I will try to love again.

I know the first cut is the deepest,
But when it comes to being lucky, he is cursed,
When it comes to loving you, he is worst,

I want you by my side,
Just to help you dry the tears that you've cried,
And I'm sure going to give you a try,
If you want to try to love again,
I will try to love again,
But I know the first cut is the deepest

this semester is very stressful....

The third semester started two weeks ago....
I feel so stressful, and tired...
A lot of group work in every subject of this semester ....
Besides that, we have a lot of assignments to do and need to hang in every week...
although we have only 3 days class per week, feel stressful also because of all these assignments....
Many research need to do and have to burn midnight oil for the group work sometimes...
Haiz...the semester is quite tough...
Really need to struggle for it!!!

a flower and bees

I see a unique flower in a garden recently,
Although it has yet to bloom fully,
It catches the eye of so many.

Its beauty is undeniable,
Just by looking at the number,
Of bees, butterflies and others,
Attracted by this beautiful flower.

Why it attracts so many bees?
Is it because of its natural beauty?
Or because of its sweet honey?
It must be both of these to me.

I wonder, is there anything wrong?
Why the bees do not stay for long?
Is it because of its thorn?
Or because the bees are bored?
This mystery is yet to be solved.

sunday life....

Today i woke up early in the morning around 10.45am and did the daily routine...after having shower then i go to had my breakfast...around 11.30 i get ready to hang out with maryann, jason and amanda....when i was ready, my parent gave me a lift to sunway pyramid to meet my friends...while i was waiting for them, i hang around at the complex...i went to al-ikhsan and have a look...i saw some of the jerseys are quite cheap at the store...so i bought one of the nike jersey at there...the price is around RM45 per shirt...after bought the jersey, i received a message from jason and informing me to meet at the main entrance...when i reach the main entrance, i saw maryann and her sis melissa ...minutes later, we saw jason and his gf walking towards us...then we had lunch at TGI Friday ...the food at TGI Firday is not bad....we spend almost one hour at there to enjoy our lunch...hehe....After we had lunch, we went to TGV to buy the movie tickets...Later, we went to take photo at asian avenue while waiting for the movie to start...because the movie start at 5.40pm.....we took many photos at there....Around 5.20, we went back to the cinema and watch the movie...the movie is called Igor...it is a animation movie...it is quite funny ...one of the animated look like jason...haha...damn cute dee all the animated in the movie....After the movie, jason and amanda wanna go home dee...and i also need to go to some other places...then we dispersed at 7.15pm....

Honesty is such a lonely word....

If you search for tenderness, it isn't hard to find,
You can have the love you need to live,
But if you look for truthfulness, you might as well be blind,
It always seems to be hard to give.

Honesty is such a lonely word, everyone is so untrue,
Honesty is hardly ever heard and mostly what I need from you,

I can always find someone to say they sympathize,
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve.
But I don't want some pretty face to tell me pretty lies,
All I want is someone to believe,

Honestly is such a lonely word, everyone is so untrue,
Honestly is hardly ever heard and mostly what I need from you.

I can find a lover, I can find a friend,
I can have security until the bitter end,
Anyone can comfort me with promises again,
When I am deep inside of me, don't be too concerned

I won't ask for nothing while I am gone,
But when I want sincerity, tell me where else can I turn,
Because you are the only one that I depend on,

feel tired for the 3rd sem...

Haiz...this 3rd semester is quite tough dee...most of the subjects is about IT....in this semester a lot of research have to do in order to do a quality assignments...in the first week of the 3rd semester, all the assignments are given out for us to do already...even though the submission date still got long way to do but still have to start early...For the CIT, we need to hold a meeting every week and have to do a minute after we hold a meeting....i feel so tired in this semester...just finished the final exams not long ago and have to do assignments again...why is life like this? why must face so much of problem?...i think we must accept what the god has given us...have to continue to live on even though we need to face so much of problems...anyway hope can finish all the assignments as soon as possible....damn headache of all this stuffs....

feel relaxing for the first day of 3rd semester...

Today is the first day of third semester....after break for 4 days...

Our class started at 10.35am today...the lecturer came to our class and asked us to introduce ourselves only...then...the class ended around 10.50am... Since the class ended so early, we intended to go to watch movie...We went to Sunway Pyramid after the class...upon arriving Sunway Pyramid, we went to TGV cinema and bought movie tickets...After we bought the movie ticket, we went for a walk as the movie only started at 12.10am...After window shopping for sometime, we went to the cinema and watch the movie and title is Quarantine....This movie is quite nice and has some scary scene...but none of us got frighten....After the movie, we went for lunch around the asian avenue floor....forgot the name of the restaurant...hehe...the food there was quite cheap and tasty...we finished our lunch around 2.00pm, then we went for a walk again cos still got 2 hours break left....we also took some photo at sunway pyramid as we shop...After shop for 1 hours plus, all of us got tired...so we decided to go back to college around 3.30pm...Our class started at 4.00pm...as usual the lecturer only came to the class around 4.05pm...I find this class is quite boring cos the lecturer does not has sense of humour...he make us sleepy only in this 2 hours class...finally our class at 5.30 instead of 6...thanks god...if not we would suffer for another half and hour more...Today i feel quite relaxing compare to the past semester....

Exploration...

You're like the Mount Everest to me,
Standing right in front of me,
Arouse my curiosity,
Want to explore it thoroughly.


A couple of weeks ago, I was too busy,
As busy as a bee,
No time for all my friends indeed,
Marked word by word like a stupid donkey,
Don't know what to study.


Thank God now the exam is over temporarily,
I am now a liitle bit free,
Want to explore the Mount Everest leisurely,
Hope you are as free,
To spare a little bit of time for me,
And share the special day with me.

yeah....finally all the exam is over...;)

Today is the last day of the exam for the subject QMS...
I felt that this module was very easy....
Manage to answer all the questions in section B....but section A some of the questions is quite difficult...
I did not manage to answer few of the questions in section A...but it's ok....cos i manage to do well in the other section....
finally all the exams is over... :)
Now is the time to relax....
I feel damn tired today after suffering so much stress for this week...
Anyway hope all of my friends enjoy now after suffering so much for this week...

feeling disappointed...

Haiz...feel disappointed
Today i think i did very badly in this exam...
I know the result of this module will not be good...
I think i will fail this module...cuz many of the questions that given i don't know who to answer!!!
I can't remember some of the points...
Only manage to do 3 questions only in this module...
Anyway I also don't want to worry about this module already...what is pass is pass..
Now i just wanna focus on my last paper....QMS...
I must work hard on this module cuz my assignment mark for this module is very low...
I only got 25 marks on this module assignment....swt...
anyway good luck and all the best to all my friends for this final module... :)

Still got two subjects left...

ITA exam is over!!!
But...ITA exam is quite difficult...I also don't know whether i will pass the module or not...
Haiz...feel very scare after sit for the exam...
I can't able answer the last question of the ITA paper!!!!
OMG....!!
Still got two more paper lefts...
ITB and QMS....
haiz...
two subjects also so difficult...
which one should i focus first???

Moral studies exam...

Pressure come to my mind on last saturday cuz is the first day of the exam…last friday night i also slept very late around 1am because need to study for the exam …and today woke up early in the morning around 6am dee cuz haven’t finish memorising all the point in Moral Studies…slept only 5 hours :(….damn tired ealy in the morning…

I went to exam hall about 10.30am…When i entered the exam hall,i felt a lot of pressure in my mind and i also get nervous dee…later, i forget some of the point in Moral studies also…When the exam started i manage to do well in the objective section and the subjective session but not the essay question…cuz i forget some points already…i feel a little bit disappointed…I also done the essay also even though i forget some points…I had try my best to answer the questions …

一首简单的歌

这世界很复杂,
混淆我想说的话
我不懂,
太复杂的玩法
什么样的礼物
能够永远记得住
让幸福别走的太仓促
云和天,蝶和花
从来不需要说话
断不了依然日夜牵挂
唱情歌,说情话
只想让你听清楚
我爱你是唯一的倾诉

写一首简单的歌,
让你的心情快乐
爱情就像一条河
难免会碰到波折
这一首简单的歌,
并没有什么独特
好像我
那么的平凡却又深刻

我一直在思考
让你了解我的好
却忘了
常常对你微笑
失去的忘记的
我会尽力去弥补
你是我最珍贵的财富

I enjoy the Dance2nista event

I enjoyed yesterday because many of my friends were present for the event yesterday....I met u(cynthia) yesterday but u didn't c me...wah...u performed very well yesterday...long time did not c u...but u're still the same...ur team won 3rd prize le yesterday....I think u will feel very happy...anyway congrats ya....hope u keep it up and perform well in next dance competition...Besides that, have u finished the KFC that I bought for u (Maryann)? Yesterday stayed until very late arr? still tired now? Anyway the ITA assignment that i helped u is a small matter...u're welcome...anyway if u need help then let me know k...dun worries...after this weekend, v have to do ITB assignment again and also need to study for moral studies exam...haiz...v need to start to do our ITB assignment earlier because v also need to do our revision for moral studies exam...so san fu le college life :(